For my future, I’m interested in pursuing business and entrepreneuring, maybe even film and photography, but ultimately I wish to be successful in any field I choose to pursue. I want to go to college, though I’m not sure where yet (hopefully a UC).
I also want to be running a company, most likely my own, but it be involved in arts or retail. I could even take over my mother’s dance studio when she retires.
At this point in time I need to be working on a project of my own. Not a school project, because I do that for a grade and the creative process I use in school is different than an individual project. I used to make and sell a lot of handmade items, and the feeling of making money from something I made feels so good to me, but I’ve lost my motivation for starting a new project in fear I will have to ditch it for something more important in regards to my future.
The main product I’m working on now is making youtube videos with my best friend Marissa, but I much prefer tangible things to sell and make direct cash from.
I’m excited for my internship because it will be my first job, I’ll have no school for a month and minimal homework. I can start feeling like an adult in my slacks and blazers and take on more responsibilities. My fear is that this will bring me far into the real world of work and office jobs, a reality all businesses must deal with. It will also force me to be an adult, and I’m not sure if I’m ready to grow up yet.